Hello all, I am Tdowski. I am a firefighter and horror game streamer that suffers from anxiety, depression, and C-PTSD. Growing up, I used to love to play horror games with friends. We would get together, play the games in the dark and talk while we laughed at ourselves when we got scared.

There was a time where I would get highly anxious and isolated myself from people. My life was falling apart and I was in denial. One day, I realized that was going down a dead end road and was determined to take my life back. I broke down and finally admitted I needed help to start living my life again.

Horror games still make me feel anxious, but I love them, and they remind me of good times. I started streaming to share my journey with you, as well as help destigmatize mental illness.